Byron's Open Thoughts

Blessed by Someone I Never Knew

2008-07-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

Tonight, as I entered through the big doors of Sanctuarium (in Araneta), I had in my mind a preconceived notion of what should happen in a memorial service. I have been to funeral services in the past before, so you could say that I know the sequence and order of the service. Most of the time, I was a part of the special number (this is usually a song rendition to comfort those who were left behind by the deceased) that was part of the memorial service. I really hoped in my heart that I could try to reach out to the family through the songs, but I didn't expect that I could gain something from someone who I never knew.

Even before the choir volunteered to do the special number, I told one of my closest friends that Shalom G2 should do a special number (even though half of the group were actually grandchildren of the deceased). I told her that we would just do a simple song probably hymn. Then I found out that the choir would sing so I was still glad that I could sing at the memorial service.

As soon as I found the room where the choir was practicing, I prepared myself to give my deepest sympathies through the song that we were going to sing. The time came when we did the special number and I believe our condolences reached the families left by the Bendicion patriarch. I thought to myself that was it. But I was wrong.

As I listened through the sermon, I was actually thinking of how it would be like to live up to 81 years old. To be able to see my sons and daughters, grandsons and granddaughters, even great grandchildren grow up in a happy, loving families. Truly, this must be a blessing from the Lord!

I never knew this man. But from countless testimonies, he was a man of few words. He did express himself that outwardly, but he conveyed his love through his actions to God, to his family, friends, and even several organizations. He did not seek glory for himself but thought of God and others before himself. I agree with Rev. Danny's message today (in 2 Timothy 4:7-8) that he fought a good fight, he finished the race and have kept his faith till the end. From testimonies upon testimonies, I have felt that he was really a good man. Someday (in heaven) I pray that I can see you so we can both praise and worship our Heavenly Father.

Rest in Peace... for even in your death your life has been one shining example of how Christians should live in this world.

A message from you someone you don't know...

Updates

2008-04-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

Haha. I've missed blogging for how many days, how many months now. I even passed by my birthday without ever posting a blog entry. I don't know, maybe I got tired, lazy or busy. Well, it doesn't matter now, I've decided to at least post here once in a while (hopefully once a month or more!).

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As I've watched and observed the people around me, I ask myself how do I interact with them. Do I honestly impact them positively or nergatively? Do my words edify them or bring them down? Do my actions uplift them or make them stumble? I know I am not perfect in my own ways, but have I tried to live a life worth remembering? When I die, what would people say about me? I like the tagline of the Mapawa Resort in CDO "Stop dreaming, Start doing!"

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Our church is currently studying the latter part of Ephesians. It's all about relationships - husband-wife, children-parents. Next month, we will be starting to discuss master-servant relationships. I think this would really be a good one since I am an employee. As an emplyee, how should I treat my boss (both Christian and non-Christian).

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I'm using your format Ahia Elliott! hehe.. thanks

Interesting Chinese Words

2008-04-06T15:15:00.000-07:00

Very interesting! !!

This has been around before. But it's good to be reminded that there is a link of the ancient Chinese (before Budhism) to the Christian faith as seen in these Chinese written characters.

Visit this link http://students. washington. edu/cbsf/ cool/Chinese. swf and you will be surprised.

Memories

2008-02-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

No, I'm not going to sing, but I just feel like talking about my memories this time.

Have you experienced talking with a group of freinds or perhaps classmates about current events or common interests then suddenly one would, out of the blue, mention something about the past? That doesn't end there. Have you experienced not remembering what they were talking about? Yup, that's a problem for me.

One time during a recent winter camp, we were watching a bunch of teens playing some camp games. As I watched there, I was happy because I feel that it was a good game that I've never heard or played before. To my surprise, a friend beside me said that we played that game before when we were younger. (what? Am I that old to forget? hmmm...) I remember that I once went to Disney World and that I got lost, but as to the rest of the trip, I'm not sure what happened.

Well, it's true that I can't remember most of my childhood. (I think I played a lot... studied not that seriously until grade 4... had a crush... liked very much artistry and Math... was thinner...) But does it mean that those memories that I forgot doesn't mean much to me? (Hmmm...) A friend of mine once said that we tend to remember memories that have an impact in our lives. It guess this is true. Although I can't help but think that maybe the memories that we forget is still a vital part of us. Though we may have forgotten, Though it is hard to remember, it is still a part of who you are now. (We are not controlled by it, instead we use it as a booster to our current lives - how we want to live our lives)

My solution: three ways - 1) blog 2) pictures and 3) people.

Since I'm a person who is expressive in terms of writing, blogging has been a constant way for me to express myself. It has been over a year since I started blogging and I think it is a wonderful way to keep track of the important things that happened in my life. Well, some people try to have a blog entry everyday, but I guess, all I want to do here is to be conscious that some memories are special and some may even help out other people. That's why it's noteworthy to write them down.

Another hobby that I am starting to catch now is photography. I guess I too caught the camera fever (from chruch???)! Pictures are worth a thousand words. (I think we sang a song with this title...) This is so true. Pictures capture moments in time - as if freezing that time. What's good about it is that we can go back and reminisce what has happened. I just need to attend one of the summer classes in photography to at least incrase my knowledge in this area. hehe...

Lastly, people help you remember. What better "remembering machine" than a person who experienced that same moment with you. Although there will come a time when both of you might / will forget, but until that time comes, an ever present friend is all you need to be reminded of your memories. That's why be more open to people. (If not even to a selcet few...) I'm sure, this way you'll have happy memories to keep rather than lonely ones.

So what's your way to remember things? Share them here...

Something to Start the Year With

2008-01-18T00:30:00.000-08:00

This actually was brought about through my conversation with my boss. There I was in his room, keeping my thoughts to myself as he was reading my evaluation for the past year. I was very tense since I know he had a great expectation from me. Eventhough he already said that I had one of the best written evaluation among his team members, something inside of me still longed for assurance, for security.

We talked for a while through my accomplishments, then we went into strengths. He totally agreed with it. He didn't disapprove of anything that I wrote. I was relieved for a while but when it came to my weakness, I suddenly felt that uneasy feeling coming back. I don't know if it's natural, but talking about one's weakness seems to leave one naked and nobody wants that "butterfly in the stomach" feeling.

But something in the conversation made an impact on me. The ones that I wrote down were true. I need to be a confident, executing, clear thinker. Let me explain. I am person who is easily distracted by the things that come my way. More so, I am a forgetful person. Would you believe there are some childhood memories that I can't remember already? I need to be confident - not just about myself but also of the results of my work. Lastly, I need to achieve my set goals and if possible exceed these expectations.

Woah! talk about some hard and serious stuff. But when I think about it, they are all true. One sentence stuck to my mind for the rest of the session and I just want to share it with you. "Begin with the end in mind." What does this means? It means going from general to specific. In one of Stephen Covey's book, he did an illustration that is very fitting for this. Think about the future you who is already dead. And let's just say that you happen to be a ghost who is on your own funeral. What would you like to hear from those who attended your service? "Oh, this man was very irresponsible when he was alive!" "This man did not finish anything that he started!" or would you rather hear "He was a great loss to all of us because he was one who encouraged us by the way he lived his life!" " He always surprised (exceeded expectations) me with his work!"

This is also relevant not only in work, but also in life, in church, in the family. "Begin with the end in mind!" I want to be a good Christian. I want God to say "Welcome my good and faithful servant!" I want to be a good son and brother. Of course, after which planning how to achieve that is equally important. At least I have something to begin with.

I can't say that I'll be able to turn at once my weakness into strengths, but with God's help maybe I can (I will) in the near future.

Holy Alphabet

2007-12-29T21:20:00.000-08:00

Whoever came up with this one must havehad some divine guidance!

A lthough things are not perfect
B ecause of trial or pain
C ontinue in thanksgiving
D o not begin to blame
E ven when the times are hard
F ierce winds are bound to blow
G od is forever able
H old on to what you know
I magine life without His love
J oy would cease to be
K eep thanking Him for all the things
L ove imparts to thee
M ove out of "Camp Complaining"
N o weapon that is known
O n earth can yield the power
P raise can do alone
Q uit looking at the future
R edeem the time at hand
S tart every day with worship
T o "thank" is a command
U ntil we see Him coming
V ictorious in the sky
W e'll run the race with gratitude
X alting God most high
Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but...
Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!

"I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance between a problem anda solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.The one who kneels to the Lord can standup to anything. Love and peace be withyou forever, Amen.

Another Look at Christmas

2007-12-12T03:51:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wondered why God would send His only begotten Son on this earth to be born as a human baby and not as a mighty warrior to save us? I've been thinking about this for quite sometime now because I am to lead P&W in our Church this December 23, 2007. The topic of the speaker is about how God uses ordinary things to achieve the extraordinary and the how people may see it as ordinary but God sees it as extraordinary.

From Ordinary to Extraordinary

Ordinary ... where have I heard that word before... oh right, ordinary that's me! Nothing extraordinary about me. I'm just a regular person having a regular job with regular family. A person who feels, thinks and acts like a normal person. Unlike God who is extraordinary. I can't even believe I'm comparing myself to Him!

Jesus, our Savior, chose to be born as a human just like us. He was both God and human yet He knew that He had a greater purpose. He made himself available to do His Father's works through Him. I think that made it extraordinary.

Mary (Jesus' mother), I believe, was an ordinary woman of her time. She may have the same work as other girls her age. She was to be married to a carpenter so I'm guessing that her status in her society was not that prestigious yet God work through and in her. God chose her to be the earthly mother of Jesus.

In the same way, an ordinary person choosing to do a purpose than is not selfish, a purpose that seeks eternal value, a purpose that leads the person not to rely upon one's capability alone but on the Strength, Knowledge, Power that He gives... that's extraordinary. I believe extraordinary things can come from ordinary people once they allow Him to work through oneself.

From our way to God's way

I always remember the Chinese song "God's way". It talks about God's ways being higher than ours which is true. How can finite people understand the Master plan of the Maker and Creator of all things. Yet sadly, that's the perspective that we bring most of the time. We envy those who illegally prosper. We say to people who are suffering that maybe God's punishing them for a sin they have committed, etc. Our eyes have been so blinded by the world's standard that we forget that these events, no matter how we view it, are against God's teachings.

There's another song that will support me in this point. The title of the song is "Shepherd Boy". here are the lyrics.

Words and Music by Ray Boltz and Steve Millikan

One by one Jesse's sons stood before the prophet
Their father knew a king would soon be found
And each one passed except the last
No one thought to call him
Surely he would never wear a crown

CHORUS:
But when others see a shepherd boy
God may see a king
Even though your life seems filled
With ordinary things
In just a moment
He can touch you
And everything will change
When others see a shepherd boy
God may see a king

One by one problems come and dreams get shattered
And sometimes it's hard to understand
But things like chance and circumstance
They don't really matter
Our Father holds tomorrow in His hands

CHORUS

Well it wasn't the oldest
It wasn't the strongest chosen on that day
And yet the giants fell and nations trembled
When they stood in his way

CHORUS

©1989 Shepherd Boy Music/ASCAP and SonWorshippers/ASCAP.

As we celebrate the Christmas festivities, let us remember that many things are out of our hands. We may say that Christ's birth was something that we didn't see coming, and yet despite of that God still used Mary to show the world how He cares so much for the lost.

Both lessons are something that I know before. Both are something that I understand and yet something that is hard to comply and to follow by heart. I pray that we learn this lesson together.

Mark's Update

2007-11-24T22:58:00.000-08:00

This is an update on my friend... the one that I dedicated a poem to in my other blog (Jesus, Our Healer). Apparently, he emailed this in our yahoo groups yesterday and it was just this time I am able to read it and share it with all of you.

Hello everyone,

I will be shown in GMA 7 "Emergency" which shows Dec 7 at 12 midnight after saksi (technically december 8 since it has already passed midnight). It will show a short story of my life before and during my sickness up to now. But the main purpose of the segment would be the creation of my prothesis which is made by a maxilofacial and dental technician from Japan brought here by a US diplomat. Since I am their first patient here in the philippines all is free. Please watch the show. You will be surprised of what this person could do and also you will see my current status. For any question tanong niyo lang ako.

Mark Alvin Chua

Please continue to support him through your prayers. I honestly don't what he's feeling right now or how hard it is to go through such a condition. But I can tell one thing for sure, God is with him in and out of this condition... He was with him before this and and God will surely carry Him through this. I'm sure you'll be blessed by God through Mark just as he was to me.

Recent Changes

2007-10-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

Changes... one of the things that is truly constant according to some old songs or sayings.

But come to think of it. It's true. Only a dead person will not be able to change. You might say that dead person's exterior might still change (rot) but would he care? He wouldn't feel anything even a slight pain or happiness. I am alive that's why I change...

This past few weeks, I am constantly bugged again by some thoughts about my present and future situations mainly about life (family, work, spiritual life). It seems that I think about these because I am living in this environment. I meet my family in the mornings and when I get back from work. In the middle, I travel and go to work. During Saturdays and Sundays, I go to Church. Sometimes, I am afraid that it has just become a routine for me.

But I feel that God is testing me becuase in the midst of my comfort zones, changes are about to happen (or already happened). I know that He doesn't want me to feel so relaxed that I only think of myself. Instead, He wants me to be an effective Christian wherever, whenever.

Family. It seems we are bonding more and more these past few weeks. I missed these special times because I feel that I have shied away so much from the pressure and the stress that came from family. I feel God saying to me that it is time to open up once again and try to listen.

Work. Three bosses, three roles in a year. That must have been some major adjustments. I feel God is saying to me humble yourself because I am the source of all your successes. I feel that He wants me to do my best and to glorify Him as my ultimate boss! Also, Saturday mornings will be gone! I have to work for my uncle as a part time auditor. I hope I can shine there too.

Church. Adjustment in the time of choir and to a new praise team next year sure is not easy, but it is for the best of the Church. Here, I believe He is testing my commitment and devotion to serving and giving Him all honor and glory that is due Him. It is indeed true that the spotlight can blind you in so many ways. I hope and pray that He will still use me as an instrument for proclaiming His mission.

Life. Sometimes I'd go staring at the wall, thinking about my life, my future. I think about studying again or life 5 years from now. I feel that God wants me to also look at my past - how He has saved me from my sins, how he led me to my job, kept my family safe, all the successes and failures in my life - and continue to trust in Him for my future decisions in life.

Changes can be hard for a person especially if one comes after the other. But I also believe that changes can be better when we have someone to lean on to, talk to, or share it to. It'd be good if we had a special friend to share these things... a Friend would be better.

Sherebiah Scramble

2007-10-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

Objective:
Whoever forms the correct word at fastest time gets a point. The team with the highest score wins!

Materials:
1) Pieces of paper with letters on it
2) Scotch Tape

People Needed:
1) Scorer / Judge & Game master (Byron)
2) 10 people per team (5 teams)

Procedure:
1) The game master will divided the group into 5 teams
2) Have the group pick a leader
3) Leader should:
a) Designate who are the spinners (6) and speller (4)
b) Attach the letters to 4 body part spots (chest, back, left bicep, right bicep)
c) Each team will receive 3 special cards for them to use. (Blank Card)
4) Start only the game when this has been completed
5) Game master will say clues that will keep everyone on their toes
6) Do so until a group with the right combination of letters is awarded points.
7) Continue until there are no more questions.

Questions and Clues:
Trial: Alto, Wedding, This is her short name - CHIE
1) College, Tenor, Only Child - HANSEN
2) Alto, Has 2 Other Siblings, Dentistry – MICAH
3) Shy, Guy, Youngest in their family – ERWIN
4) Mom, 4 kids, Pastor’s wife – GRACE
5) Alto, Has More than 3 Other Siblings, Name is the same as a name of a Flower – ROSE
6) Tech Team, Actor, President – BONNY
7) Mother, Grandmother, Alto – NATY
8) Wears Glasses, Has 3 kids, Drummer – NOEL
9) Took Management Classes, Soprano, Works in a Pharma Company – ADEL
10) Praise Leader, Music Writer, 2nd Conductor – MARK
11) Tech Team, LCD, Wedding – CASEY
12) Daughter, Writer, This is her Full Name – WENSLYN
13) Working Professional, Alto, 21 yrs. Old – ABI
14) Alto, Good facial expression, Director – NENEL
15) Mother of 3, Praise Department, Conductress – JERILYN
16) Has 3 Other Siblings, Folders, Game Master – BYRON
17) Canada, Deacon, Spiritual Adviser – VAL
18) Basketball, Conductor's stand, 2nd tenor - MICHAEL

UAAP Final Four Men's Basketball

2007-09-19T18:02:00.000-07:00

A normal day in the office wouldn't be complete without the basketball updates especially during the UAAP season. Some people take a leave to watch games. Some people would vigilantly wait to hear updates from outside (maybe from friends who are watching live or from other sources.) Some people in the office would tell friendly jokes to another co-worker especially if he knew the other guy came from an opposing university (which lost their respective match). It's is funny actually from a personal point of view, but at least it brings some life in the office.

The UAAP basketball actually would not be so much different from the professional basketball. We know that players from the UAAP are potentially eligible to apply for the professional basketball. We can say that both basketball leagues generally fosters comeraderie, teamwork and unity as basketball is a team sport. For the viewers, it brings us entertainment. And yet we cannot discount the possibility that it may encourage gambling or even fighting (not only the players but the fans as well).

My point is UAAP season stirs a lot of things, but hopefully it does not eventually lead to school rivalry. It is good if we continue to have friendly competition because it fosters an atmosphere of self improvement and more teamwork and hardwork. But when it crosses the line of friendly competition, I think we should evaluate again if this is the kind of models we would want our brothers and sisters to look up to.

By the way, check out these new flavors from Krispy Kreme. I encourage you to buy all four flavors (not just the color of your team). Hehe. I know I will and so will Krispy Kreme lovers.

Strengths Finder

2007-09-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

Below are my top five themes of talent, ranked in the order revealed by my responses to the Clifton StrengthsFinder.

As you may know, the Clifton StrengthsFinder measures the 34 themes of talent determined by The Gallup Organization as those that most consistently predict outstanding performance. The greater the presence of a theme of talent within a person, the more likely that person is to spontaneously exhibit those talents in day-to-day behaviors.

Focusing on natural talents helps people build them into strengths and enjoy personal, academic, and career success through consistent, near-perfect performance.

How well do you think these themes describe me?

Relator

Relator describes your attitude toward your relationships. In simple terms, the Relator theme pulls you toward people you already know. You do not necessarily shy away from meeting new people—in fact, you may have other themes that cause you to enjoy the thrill of turning strangers into friends—but you do derive a great deal of pleasure and strength from being around your close friends. You are comfortable with intimacy. Once the initial connection has been made, you deliberately encourage a deepening of the relationship. You want to understand their feelings, their goals, their fears, and their dreams; and you want them to understand yours. You know that this kind of closeness implies a certain amount of risk—you might be taken advantage of—but you are willing to accept that risk. For you a relationship has value only if it is genuine. And the only way to know that is to entrust yourself to the other person. The more you share with each other, the more you risk together. The more you risk together, the more each of you proves your caring is genuine. These are your steps toward real friendship, and you take them willingly.

Belief

If you possess a strong Belief theme, you have certain core values that are enduring. These values vary from one person to another, but ordinarily your Belief theme causes you to be family-oriented, altruistic, even spiritual, and to value responsibility and high ethics—both in yourself and others. These core values affect your behavior in many ways. They give your life meaning and satisfaction; in your view, success is more than money and prestige. They provide you with direction, guiding you through the temptations and distractions of life toward a consistent set of priorities. This consistency is the foundation for all your relationships. Your friends call you dependable. “I know where you stand,” they say. Your Belief makes you easy to trust. It also demands that you find work that meshes with your values. Your work must be meaningful; it must matter to you. And guided by your Belief theme it will matter only if it gives you a chance to live out your values.

Empathy

You can sense the emotions of those around you. You can feel what they are feeling as though their feelings are your own. Intuitively, you are able to see the world through their eyes and share their perspective. You do not necessarily agree with each person’s perspective. You do not necessarily feel pity for each person’s predicament—this would be sympathy, not Empathy. You do not necessarily condone the choices each person makes, but you do understand. This instinctive ability to understand is powerful. You hear the unvoiced questions. You anticipate the need. Where others grapple for words, you seem to find the right words and the right tone. You help people find the right phrases to express their feelings—to themselves as well as to others. You help them give voice to their emotional life. For all these reasons other people are drawn to you.

Responsibility

Your Responsibility theme forces you to take psychological ownership for anything you commit to, and whether large or small, you feel emotionally bound to follow it through to completion. Your good name depends on it. If for some reason you cannot deliver, you automatically start to look for ways to make it up to the other person. Apologies are not enough. Excuses and rationalizations are totally unacceptable. You will not quite be able to live with yourself until you have made restitution. This conscientiousness, this near obsession for doing things right, and your impeccable ethics, combine to create your reputation: utterly dependable. When assigning new responsibilities, people will look to you first because they know it will get done. When people come to you for help—and they soon will—you must be selective. Your willingness to volunteer may sometimes lead you to take on more than you should.

Deliberative

You are careful. You are vigilant. You are a private person. You know that the world is an unpredictable place. Everything may seem in order, but beneath the surface you sense the many risks. Rather than denying these risks, you draw each one out into the open. Then each risk can be identified, assessed, and ultimately reduced. Thus, you are a fairly serious person who approaches life with a certain reserve. For example, you like to plan ahead so as to anticipate what might go wrong. You select your friends cautiously and keep your own counsel when the conversation turns to personal matters. You are careful not to give too much praise and recognition, lest it be misconstrued. If some people don’t like you because you are not as effusive as others, then so be it. For you, life is not a popularity contest. Life is something of a minefield. Others can run through it recklessly if they so choose, but you take a different approach. You identify the dangers, weigh their relative impact, and then place your feet deliberately. You walk with care.

God's Leading

2007-08-24T20:10:00.000-07:00

Have you ever imagined how your life would be 5 to 10 years from now? Well, I'm sure every person have dreamed of having their own car or house or even family with kids. I think this is the ideal picture that most people have in their minds when somebody ask them this question. But I ask you again, "How do you see yourself 5 to 10 years from now?"

Indeed it is a hard question because it not only touches the physical senses but transcends and delves deeper inside a person - his values, priorities and beliefs. Somehow this question has been lingering in my mind as I end up late alone inside my office space these past few weeks. This new assignment truly was a shock not just physically but also emotionally. It was as if this assignment was testing how long i could hold on ... as if trying how far I could go ... And I did. I tried my best. I even stayed up late just to cover up lost time for understanding things.

But as I drive home, I ask myself why do I do these things. I try to reason within myself that it's ok because I am not doing anything wrong. In the end I see a person who is proud to admit that he needs help. A person who cannot do things alone and needs to learn to ask for help. This is the lesson that I've learned this week.

I try to see this change as God's leading in my life. For many years now, I've tried avoiding work / subject related to Finance. I guess I don't want people to see me having a hard time or see me weak. But in the end, God is glorified in my weekness. During those lonely nights, he would allow 1 to 2 people to stay behind also. Those people that I thought I couldn't get along were really friendly after all. I also now have the opportunity to grasp more knowledge in this subject. He even provided people who I can ask for help. I'm glad that God didn't allow me to back down at first mention of my new assignment. He gave me the strength to say "I'll try and do my best." And that's what I'm going to do!

I believe God has a plan for each of us. It only matters how you see it. Don't be so blinded by the world's distraction, but keep your eyes, ears and heart open for His leading. 5 to 10 years from now, I see myself a better person because I know and trust that Christ is leading my life.

Everyday Missions

2007-08-08T01:47:00.000-07:00

We are celebrating Missions Month at our church this August.

"What! Missions again? I've heard of this before, so what's new?" "I'm not part of the Missions Team. Let's leave it to them to do that." These are few of the things that we might hear from a regular Christian who doesn't understand the importance of Evangelism.

Many times when people talk about missions, we think we've heard enought o last a lifetime. Many times we think we know too much or that we did too much already for other ministries that we need not get involved in this kind of ministry.

I beg to differ. As a praise leader, I must admit that the temptation is great to focus on the songs, self, immediate congregation and be boxed in to that cast. But this is not what the Bible clearly tells.

From the fellowship last Friday, it is clear that everyone has this mission. (I guess everyone knew that too.) But what they might not know is that thousands of people are dying every minute without being able to even hear of their Saviour.

I'm not saying here that everyone needs to be a "sent" or the one actually preaching. In this minitsry, "senders" also play an important part in that they are the ones who are supporting the "sent" ones. Both are equally necessary.

It is a sad thing that although we have the right message and the right resources, we just couldn't obey God's command because we are not committed to His call. I pray that in this ministry, everyday is a personal commitment to His mission - an opportunity to share your own testimony, an intimate relationship with God full of prayers for the lost.

What we can do:
1) Pray for God's guidance that He'll enlighten you whether to be "sent" or to be a "sender"
2) Be committed to obey His mission (MISSION, SUBMISSION, COMMISSION)
3) Be updated on what is happening around you! You never know when God wants you to go!
4) Be informed on what God is telling you through the pastors and the Bible
5) Make every month a Missions Month.

Advice For A Friend: Have Faith!

2007-07-26T02:47:00.001-07:00

I have a friend who is moving to Stamford for her next rotation. Although it is a big break for her, she is hesitant because she doesn't know what to expect afterwards. The rotation is for six months but after that she is afraid that she'll get so engrossed with work or that she might not get a chance to return home.

I told her to grab the opportunity. Because if she stayed here, she does not know either what will happen afterwards. At least there, she'll get trained under the best of the best; I'm sure she'll experience a totally different kind of world, but I told her that she need not worry because knowing her, she can surely do it. I also told her that as long as you are enjoying yourself, you're not stepping on any body's shoes, you know you're doing the right thing, you can somehow be sure that you're on the right track!

But there's a warning. If the time comes when caring people like friends and family are telling you that you have gone astray, then don't try to act like you don't hear the words we speak. People may view things differently from your perspective, but they may be seeing what you truly are doing. Also, don't be afraid to tell us what you truly are feeling, because this eases the burden and can be a source of encouragement.

Lastly, enjoy life! God gave us a chance to live another day is a sign that He wants us to continue to do His work. It might not be an easy road, but God's mercies strengthens us to go on. Live life positively and never forget to constantly evaluate your life. Someone said "if you fail to plan, then you plan to fail."

Hebrews 11:1 "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” That's the Bible Verse for the Day in my other blog. And I see it perfectly fitting in this situation. "Sure" and "Certain" are words that should be said with full conviction. A certain slur or a slight hesitation can give away that a person is not firm in what he's saying. "What we hope for" and "What we do not see" may pertain to God or, in this case, the future. People are limited and cannot predict what will happen in the future at the exact moment of time. That's where faith comes in.

Although we don't know what's going to happen, we can fully trust that God knows what is best for us. When we make a major decision in our lives, we should include Him. Only then can we have the peace of mind and the peace of heart that everything will work out the way that He planned it and not how we planned. So the best way is to put our plans coinciding with God's plan. When we do this, we can be sure that we are doing the right thing and we will be happy!

Put On A Happy Face! Ü

2007-07-24T03:33:00.000-07:00

As I look into the emptiness of the office cubicles, one poster strucked me always. As my company move to a new site, I'm sure that poster will be left behind. So I'm copying it to my blog so that it will always inspire me to do it daily and so that it could inspire other people to do it as well.

A SMILE costs nothing, but gives much. It enriches those who receive, without making poorer those who give.
A SMILE creates happiness in the home, fosters goodwill in the business and is the countersign of friendship.
A SMILE brings rests to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and is nature's best antidote for trouble.
Yet a SMILE cannot be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away.
Some people are too tired to give you a SMILE. Give them one of yours, as none needs a SMILE so much as he who has no more to give :-)

Surely if only everybody smile at each other sincerely, everybody will feel better and get along better. It starts with me. I must not be a passive receiver always, sometimes I have to be a proactive giver! As the short saying tells us, a smile is free so don't be a scrooge! Who knows, your smile may make someone's day complete (I know who makes mine...) or make someone's day start right! hehe.

The Ant and the Contact Lens

2007-07-15T20:12:00.000-07:00

Brenda was almost halfway to the top of the tremendous granite cliff. She was standing on a ledge where she was taking abreather during this, her first rock climb. As she rested there, the safety rope snapped against her eye and knocked out her contact lens. "Great," she thought, "Here I am on a rock ledge, hundreds of feet from the bottom and hundreds of feet to the top of this cliff, and now my sight is blurry."She looked and looked, hoping that somehow it had landed on the ledge. But it just wasn't there.

She felt the panic rising in her, so she began praying. She prayed for calm, and she prayed that she may find her contact lens. When she got to the top, a friend examined her eye and her clothing for the lens, but it was not to be found.

Although she was calm now that she was at the top, she was saddened because she could not clearly see across the range of mountains. She thought of the bible verse "The eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth. She thought, "Lord, You can see all these mountains. You know everystone and leaf, and You know exactly where my contact lens is. Please help me." Later, when they had hiked down the trail to the bottom of the cliff they met another party ofclimbers just starting up the face of the cliff. One of them shouted out, "Hey, you guys! Anybody lose a contact lens?"

Well, that would be startling enough, but you know why the climber saw it? An ant was moving slowly across a twig on the face of the rock, carrying it! The story doesn't end there. Brenda's father is a cartoonist. When she told him the incredible story of the ant, the prayer, and the contact lens, he drew a cartoon of an ant lugging that contact lens with the caption, "Lord, I don't know why You want me to carry this thing. I can't eat it, and it's awfully heavy. But if this is what You want me to do, I'll carry it for You."

I think it would do all of us some good to say, "God, I don't know why You want me to carry this load. I can see no good in it and it's awfully heavy. But, if You want me to carry it, I will."

God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

Yes, I do love GOD. He is my source of existence and my Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I am nothing, but with Him.....I can do all things throughChrist which strengthens me. (Phil. 4:13)

* Elisabeth Elliot published The story above in her 1995 book, "Keep A Quiet Heart" (Servant Publications, Ann Arbor Michigan). She says the story is a first-person account given to her from Brenda Foltz of Princeton, Minnesota.

The Wooden Bowl

2007-07-15T20:06:00.000-07:00

A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth.

The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor."

So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a woodenbowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food.

The four-year-old watched it all in silence. One evening before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly, "What are you making?" Just as sweetly, the boy responded, "Oh, I am making a little wooden bowl for you and Mama to eat your food in when I grow up." The four-year-old smiled and went back to work .

The words so struck the parents so that they were speechless. Then tears started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken, both knew what must be done. That evening the husband took Grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table. For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family. And for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled, or the tableclothsoiled.

On a positive note, I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.

I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a"life.."

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you.

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day, you should reach out and touch someone. People love that human touch -- holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn!

Bugging Thoughts

2007-07-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure if this has happened to you before or you are experiencing this now.

Currently, it seems everybody is pushing me to do something. I know that it is important because time is of the essence, but sometimes I try to avoid such conversations or situations. I try so bad to avoid it or keep silent that it only brings out people's curiosity (even to the point of nagging me everyday).

This 'something' is not a sinful act nor is it harmful words but it really would be a big step for me. It makes me think and think and think. And this makes me want to go for it but after realizing the responsibility and pressure makes me worried, makes me uneasy. I guess soon I must face it. Every guy must face it.

I guess what I can do now is to hope for the best and press on towards the goal one step at a time and not barge in without being prepared physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Yup, I'll leave it up to God in His timing when I am prepared.

One Year at GE Money

2007-06-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

My Thoughts:

Has it been really one year already? June 27, 2006 was last year... Today is June 27, 2007... What? I didn't even realized it today... not by myself... someone only reminded me...

One year ago, I was a fledgling fresh graduate who was out to look for work. I didn't know what I liked. I didn't know either what to look for. I just thought that any work would do or any work will be alright except for work in the bank.

Who could blame me. I have had my ups and downs in that field. Yet no matter how hard I shied away from it, it seems the Lord wants me to be there. Isn't funny how God sometimes deliberately puts you in a place where you really didn't want to be. Maybe because that place brings out bad memories or maybe because it is not your comfort zone or maybe because you just don't feel like to be in that place.

Whatever the reason, God still knows what is best for us. We might not see it. We might not understand it. Yet somehow I feel that God is truly leading my life into some place I've never imagined. When I look back and see how pieces are starting to gel in, I see God's work in it.

I had my OJT at PLDT's quality department where my project was about comparing the actual and theoretical process of the Collections Department. Who would have thought that in GE Money Bank, after more than two years, I'll be able to go back again to working with the Collections group? I know I couldn't have especially in a bank.

My only response today is in humbleness. I've only started and have a long way to go. I'm not sure where God will lead me, but as long as I do my part and trust in Him, I know everything will be as it should be.

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My Prayer:

Lord, I know You have plans for my life. I have plans too, but may my plans be according to Your will. Help me to truly love You and trust in You. Please forgive me of my sins and help me to love and enjoy the work that you gave me. Help me to learn more and to gain experience more in this field. Help me to overcome my fears and be a good Christian example to my colleagues. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

On Covenants, Promises and Prayers...

2007-06-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

Last week for me was a constant reminder on learning how to keep my promises and vows.

The first time was Friday when we had a Bible Study on the book of Judges. Achi Hensie wasn't around so we had to split into groups of four to be headed by an assigned facilitator. The topic was a continuation of the story of Jephthah. He swore to the Lord that if the Lord gives him the victory, he would offer to God the first living thing to greet him upon his arrival. Sadly, his daughter was the first one to greet him. Of course, it was his own folly that lead to that consequence. Jephthah didn't completely trust that God would deliver even after God assured him of victory. In the end, Jephthah did what he had promised to the Lord.

* This made me think. Many times we do tend to treat God as a genie. Our wishes may go something like "I would do service if you grant me this..." or "I will tell that person about You, but first You have to..." I am reminded once again that God has His own purposes and plans and he gives us what is best for us in His own perfect will and time. I tend to believe that most of the promises that we make to God are selfish and "gut-feel" promises. Sometimes, out of the blue, we just say it without thinking, without it really coming from the heart.
Another point is that when God does provide or give your request, do we do our part of the promise? We can see daily that God has been and will always be true and faithful to His Word. How about us?
Another question might be "What is the motive for asking such a request?" May we learn to please God in our promises and may God helps us to ask for the right things.

The second reminder was last Sunday in the worship sermon. Ahia Harg was talking about having the successful life using God's standard. He's saying that we should have love that is faithful and faithfulness that has love. An example of love that is true is a family that is eating together (love) vegetables as against a person eating fattended calf by himself . An example of faithfulness that has love is a couple who dearly love each other (who truly treasure each other's wedding vows) as against a couple who do not even sleep on the same bed or do not talk with each other.

* This made me think of my future wedding vows. Maybe God doesn't want me to have "someone special" yet is because I am not ready yet to a commitment. According to the discipleship material, when God doesn't give you your request, it may be that He wants you to learn faith and perseverance. That's why I'll wait, I'll wait... and I need to learn faithful love and loving truth.

The last reminder was unexpected actually and a little related to Ahia Harg's sermon. My mom was watching a Koreanovela entitled "To Marry a Millionaire". I just happen to catch up the last few episodes, but something between the heroine and the hero struck me. I think because it was chezed kind of love! In the end, the guy said to the girl that he'll surely keep his promise to wait for her and that everday will be better. The girl said to the guy that he'll never be able to keep that promise because today (being with the guy) is best! (of course, they got back together after the hardships that tried to separate them.)

* It is romantic and somehow realistic. Oftentimes, we are afraid to tell someone we love of our problems and state because we think that we will encumber them or that we will shame them. But as the series pointed out, if we truly love that person, we are willing to share the pain and bear together the burden. I guess this is the kind of commitment that is at par to the chezed kind of love and faithfulness!

Till next time! Ü

Review on "Care for Christmas?"

2007-06-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

While searching for the website of our Church, I stumbled upon this interesting review of our Christian Christmas play, "Care for Christmas?". I just want to share it with you.

A Review of Two Musical Plays

Dec 28, 2006
- Kathy C. Uykiat
"Tsinoy: Chopsuey"

Care for Christmas?

The Chancellor has prepared a Christmas musical for all members of United Evangelical Church of Malabon. I admire the originality of the playwright, Tim Benedicion. His target viewers are the busy people who do not care about Christmas. Hensie Reyes and Wenselyn Reyes are responsible for the lyrics and music while Nenel Arcayan, a Chancellor repertory directed the musical play.

This story tells about the life of the Pilgrims. Richard Pilgrim is the head of the family. He is a corporate businessman who makes himself so busy during Christmas season and neglects his family because of his work schedule. Sarah, Richard's wife is a rich woman who does not stop to bother about her children even during the Christmas season. Peter Pilgrim is their eldest son who is relatively quiet but more mature than his siblings. Tracy Pilgrim is their second child and the eldest sister who holds her own opinion higher than anyone else. Henry Pilgrim is their third son and actor wannabe. He overemphasizes everything he says and does. Malcolm Pilgrim is their fourth child, a bit mischievous and the narrator of the story. Sandy Pilgrim is their fifth child but she acts more like a child and wants everyone to be done her way. Their youngest child Alice Pilgrim is sweet, adorable, and innocent. She may hold insights unknown to other family members.
Other characters that are significant to this play are Jack Dawson, Richard's right hand man and Kim Clark, Richard's secretary. The white clothed man represents Jesus Christ who is interested to see how different characters interact with Him and how people treat him during this time of the year.

The conflict of this drama starts when Tracy and Sandy had a fight over a small matter, and then Alice tried to stop them both but she was accidentally pushed away by Tracy. Alice lost her consciousness and needed to be brought in the hospital. This incident happened on Christmas eve. There is a 50 percent possibility for her to live. Richard blamed God for what happened as he lost his hope. On the other hand, his sons reminded him that God never leave them. They cited some examples such as the materials blessings that they possess to show that God is powerful and He had always blessed them from the start. The tragedy brought a good outcome because the whole family commit themselves to Christ, followed by the positive changes in their lives.

This musical play simply teaches us that we must hold on to the promises of God. He is always there for us but we have to surrender ourselves to Him first before we attain His wonderful grace, His salvation. Remember that the purpose of this Christmas is to commemorate His wonderful gift to us. God gave us His Son to save us from our sins.

The message is very apt even if it is not Christmas season. We are about halfway through the year, so it is a good time to evaluate again our lives, to really search where is God in our lives.

Nahum: Chapter 1 Part 2

2007-06-07T07:40:00.001-07:00

After describing in verse 8 about God's wrath as an engulfing flood and darkness so that Nineveh would not escape it, Nahum continued on with how God would actually overthrow Nineveh and restore Judah's joy.

Verse 9-15 :
Here it obviously states that no conspiracy would topple down God's kingship and authority. (But as humans, why do we constantly think we can? Why did Jonah run away if he knew God would find him? Why would we choose to constantly sin even if we know God is not happy with our actions?) We see here a resolved God who just wants to say to the Ninevites or anyone who opposes him for that matter that all attempts would be futile. Tangled in thorns? Drunken like drunkards? I think this is suppossed to somehow illustrate the futility of Nineveh's plots against the Lord. (This is like saying "You brought this upon yourselves!")

Verse 11 mentions a wicked counselor. It is interesting to note that this may refer to Ashurbanipal or Sennacherib (kings of Assyria). This makes a lot of sense. Most of the time, a king should be the representation of the state of the country. If you have a wicked king, naturally/generally you have a wicked country who would do wicked practices. But this time, they picked on the wrong country to bully - Judah. (Remember vengeance is of the Lord's)

Verse 12 is like the Lord talking to Nineveh (they) and Judah (you). It is a statement of comfort for Judah because although 1) Nineveh has walls to protect them (safe) 2) Nineveh has a lot of people (many), God will cut them down. It is as if a yoke has been lifted from the backs of Judah. Picture chains and bonds being broken just like that. Imagine that these were the chains that you wore for almost your whole life, now God is saying let me break them for you. What a nice relief!

Verse 14 is the ultimatum for no other than the king, the gods and the people of Nineveh themselves. First, we see that the king's name shall perpetuate no more. (We know that the king represents his kingdom so this means that Nineveh and its inhabotants will be no more.) Secondly, this concerns the gods in the temple of Nineveh. God will destroy all these man-made idols. And lastly, the Lord has passed judgment on the king of Nineveh that he will be put to death.

Verse 15 is the result of what happens in verse 14. After the destruction of Nineveh, Judah will once again be able to hear the good news and do their feasts. (Not sure what this mountains and the feet and the feasts pertain to.) But rest assured that the summary of this second part of chapter 1 was to see the judgment on Nineveh by the Lord. As these have been foretold by Lord through Nahum, so shall it pass.

Notes and Questions:
1) Actually, the cross reference of this book runs through some parts of the book of Isaiah and some scattered verses from Micah, Ezekiel, and Zephaniah. It may be wise to also look at those verses. (Is. 10:5, 24-27, 14:24-25, 30:31-33, 31:8-9 and many more!)

2) Acording to the study Bible, feet on the mountains signify the feet of those who would announce the deliverance from Babylon (Is. 52:7). So is it used here because being free from Nineveh would also be a good news?

3) The feasts, on the other hand, represents the original feasts that they had when they were free. Of course, Nineveh and its people prevented the people of God in celebreating their annual feasts. That is why God here is reminding that His people should perform the vows the they made when they were in slavery and to observe the annual feasts.

Color Quiz

2007-05-30T19:38:00.000-07:00

Haha... Is this true kaya? This test is a kind of personality test which determines your attitude and your possible problem. It is similar to the one I had undergone during the choir's outing - the DISC test, which determines your strength and weakness. But it is different in its method. It made me understand myself and others a little more.

Well, some of the statements sometimes reflect my inner thoughts. Well, let's just say that the results are not always reflective. People change so these statements will definitely change. But it is still fun to know, right? Hehe Ü Enjoy!

Byron took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"His need to feel more causative and to have a wide..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

Singing in the Storm

2007-05-29T17:44:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been so scared and frightened in your life? Have you been in a situation where you felt so alone and so helpless? Have you felt your heart skip a beat or two because of being trapped? Well last night, I somehow experienced all of these...

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I somehow experienced someone say to my baby that he's ugly. Haha. You probably might wonder at this illustration if you hadn't heard Ahia Harg's sermon on positive criticism. Well, I have a project that I really worked on until the end or its final stage only to find out that my boss thinks its too complicated. He had already approved of it during its initial stages so it was hard for me to somehow accept his explanations (which makes sense by the way). So I had no complaints and agreed to adjust and make ammendments. But somehow my actions and my heart are not in sync.

I went home late yesterday around 7 pm. I knew it was raining then, but as I stepped in front of the main gate, I knew that getting home was going to be harder. As I was driving, I said to myself, "This is the first time I've experienced rain so fine that I couldn't see much where I was going." I really depended on the tail lights and blinkers of the other cars.

Suddenly, I heard a familiar sound from the brakes. Uh-Oh. I knew I should have stayed away from flooded areas. "I would have if only I could see where I was going" I thought. But still I pressed on and went home the way I used to know... only to find out that the road gets flooded during heavy rains. Traffic was really building up because small cars couldn't pass through the flooded areas. But still I continued until such a time that I was stuck in the traffic itself.

While being stranded in the traffic, I could hear the rain splashing on the wind shield. I could see the lightning as if it were reaching to me. I could hear the thunder roaring. I could feel the gushing waters beneath my car. I could see and hear it all and yet I was unable to do anything. I was really stuck with another car in front and the waters at my back. I had to make a choice - go to another road which I am not familiar or stay stucked in there. I prayed to God to protect and guide me in this situation and to also be with my loved ones and friends.

I backed up against the current to a new road that is not that flooded and followed a car which did the same. I followed the car while trying to balance speeding and braking. Then I found myself singing to songs like "I Know Who Holds the Future","My God Is So Big","Cares Chorus" and many others (that I couldn't remember now). I was singing until I found a familiar billboard that signalled me I was close a familair road - the way to home. I was so overjoyed that I practically was singing and thanking Him until I was home.

I don't know what you are going through today, but may this encourage you to let God control your lives. As Jesus has calmed the storms during His time, so can He calm the storm in this age and the ages to come. This is a lesson that I've learned while in the translation class (Eccl. 9:1,7-10) Accept the realities of life with a happy heart because all is in the plan/hands of God, be able to share it with someone you love and continue to fully live and mightily do the work which God has allowed you to do. Glory to God!

Elections and the Fear of God

2007-05-20T08:31:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought how life would be easier if everybody would just get along, if everybody would love and care for each other, if everyone would just be nice to one another without thinking that he or she might get something out of being nice... what a world that would have been!

And yet God chose to place us in this world where, most of the time, people do things out of selfishness, pride, jealousy, foolishness and many other reasons. The sad thing is, most of the time, people are not unaware of what they are doing. It is the same as a person who puts shades while doing these horrible things. They know it is bad enough to even think about these things (they see through their shades), but they still do it (pretending not to see it). The recent Philippine election was a testament to this fact. We see people deliberately killing each other for the position - no wonder they say that in the Philippines, "People would even kill just to serve." Actually, we should add a follow-up question "They serve who?"

The Bible accounts in Judges the many errors of God's people so that we could learn from their mistakes. I agree with what my Bible Study leader has been repeatedly saying in the Bible Study..."Not only did the Israelites went through the cycle of forsaking God, but they (this includes the judges) also became worst and worst than before." The Israleites knew what they were doing was wrong and yet they chose to do it out of convenience, practicality, and fear of others.

The manner of forsaking God maybe different from that time to this generation, but one way or another if we are not careful, we will relive the mistakes of the Israelites because the root is basically the same - convenience, practicality and fear of others. I must confess that I find myself struggling in this battle arena. How many times have I said I'm sorry because I hurt others? How many times have I made wrong decisions in my life? How many times have I tried to people please than to please my God?

I could still remember a story from when I was a youth. What if God was a guest in your house, would you let him in your living room only where you show off the finest materials, furniture, and household wares? What if He asks you to let Him enter your bedroom or your closet? Would you bring Him to where you go, where you work, where you hang out? Will you let Him in your secrets? I'm sure that if it is someone special, you wouldn't dare to show off your bad traits or the bad side of you! Why? Because there is an element of embarrassment or a hint of fear.

When we come before our God, let us strip ourselves of all these things. He is a holy God, therefore we should also strive to be holy. It is a fact that we cannot be perfect in this world, but God is glorified when we strive to be like Him in this ungodly world. Let us not wait until that time when we don't even feel the shame of doing evil things or when we blatantly (in the open without the shades) do these things. I pray that we will all be men and women who fear God more than we fear circumstances and people.

A Fishy Week!

2007-05-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

It all strated last Friday when our YoungPro fellowship decided to have book reading on the minor prophet Jonah. Well, at first I thought to myself, "What Jonah again? I know that story! Can we have something else." But as you will see later, I'm glad I went last Friday.

I observed we did not start with the usual singspiration. We started with the announcements and Bible verse memorization. (This time it's tough, memorizing James 1:21 in three languages) After the LCD was set-up, then we had the singspiration. ("For the Sake of the Call" and a new song song... forgot the title) I knew then that this fellowship would not be just an ordinary Jonah story. I was right! We delved into the book of Jonah through some games - not only one but three!

The first game was family feud (a group game). We were divided into three teams. We used the piano as buzzer (low, medium, and high notes... hehe) The game basically has the same mechanics as the original except the sole basis of answers is found in the book. "Woah... and to think this was easy... i was very wrong!" This game showed me how much details I've left out when reading this book and how much time I've spent on being contented with what I know and not seeking the deeper meaning of the details.

The second game was weakest link. Two representatives from each team is needed to play the game. Each player needs to answer a series of questions that will add up to the "jackpot". At the end of each round, the players vote off who they like to leave. Sadly, I was one of those who left first not because my answers were wrong, but because I'm a threat. hehe. But as I was sat out and listened to the other questions... I began to see a newer side of Jonah that I haven't seen before.

The last game was actually challenging... summarizing the book of Jonah and giving a moral lesson in as few words as possible. My group came up with a short poem. It was kind of a children's poem so we decided to act out some of the words.

God said "Go!"; Jonah said "No!",
boarded boat to Tarshish, swallowed by a fish,
prayed for forgiveness, was spat ashore,
He preached in Nineveh so judgment no more!
'Cause people repented; Jonah resented...
Poeple hide, God will find... He forgives!

We won that evening... Actually all of us, because we learned so much!

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Yesterday, we went to the Mall of Asia. Guess who we hooked up with unexpectedly... Ahia Harg and his family, my aunt and her children and grandchildren (father's side), my mom and dad's friend (who also had a child taking up music). Well, that's rather funny 'cause it is as if we were thinking of the same thing and to meet up in such a huge place - truly amazing!

Then we ate dinner... guess where? Fish and Co. It was really sumptuous. It was the first time my family and I ate there so we didn't know the taste. Luckily we liked it especially their fish and chips. hehe (getting hungry)

Lastly, guess what was playing on Fish and Co.'s screen that night! Finding Nemo. I really liked this animation picture because of the rich characters and the adventure. Of course, it wouldn't be complete without my favorite charcter from that movie - Dorie!

I guess in all these, what I'm trying to say is that God's ways are higher than ours. Even though things or events might seem fishy to us, to Him all is planned and worked out! He has purposes why things happen. The only thing we can do is to live each day for Him and be thankful for the things/people/events that might come along our way!

Imitating Dorie's whale talk.... "TtHaNnKk YyOoUu FfOoRr RrEeAaDdIiNnGg!"

Nahum: Chapter 1 Part 1

2007-05-10T19:27:00.000-07:00

Let's continue on with Nahum...

Verse 1:
This is an interesting title to a book, "Vision of Nahum". Does this mean that the Lord showed all of this to Nahum? Does Nahum have any connection with Nineveh like Jonah did (Jonah hated the Ninevites)?

Verse 2 - 8:
It is interesting to note how God is described in these verses. Our God avenges... revenges... reserves wrath... on who? His enemies... adversaries... those who has characteristics of making Him jealous and furious. This verse reminds me of another verse wherein it says something like "Do not take revenge because revenge is of the Lord's." Putting these two together, it seems Nineveh has done something terrible to someone (maybe His people) that is why God is unhappy and will take revenge for those who are oppressed.

Nahum goes on to be specific that the Lord will not acquit the wicked. (If God can punish a group of people for not following him or making him jealous, what can stop this God from punishing me?) Even the clouds, whirlwind and storm, mountains and seas and hills are but dust of His feet. (He has power over these since He is the Creator) Anyhow, God here is pictured to be supreme and powerful, able to take vengeance for Himself and His people. He continues by asking, "Who can stand His indignation?"(Indignation means righteous anger; It is not that God goes around being angry for nothing, but when He gets angry, surely there must be a reason.) No one can possibly endure it or stand against it.

But He is also pictured to be good and a stronghold for those who trust in Him. In verse 3, He is slow to anger. (This might probably mean that He forgave freely again and again, but the people still insist on having their own ways up to a point where He gave His judgment on Nineveh.) We see a God who is good/gracious yet great/mighty - able to forgive and save yet also able to bring judgment and revenge.

Questions:
1) Is this part of the vision of Nahum or just stating a fact that God is this kind of person/God who can do these things? Is this a warning to Nineveh before their destruction?

2) What do you mean by "The earth heaves at His presence, yes, the world and all who dwell in it"?

3) What are Bashan and Carmel? Are they rivers? What does the flower of Lebanon symbolize?

4) Since there is poetry in Nahum, are there any other things that are with hidden meaning? (Stuructures? repetitions?)

Nahum: Background

2007-05-10T19:05:00.000-07:00

I'll try something that my friend "Ahia Elliott" is doing with his blog, because I find it more productive and more exciting. I'll also post my learnings from a book from the Bible that I'm reading right now. For starters, I'll also try the book of Nahum because it interests me to find out what happened to Nineveh after the book of Jonah... hehe. Let's start!

Author
The book contains the “vision of Nahum” (1:1), whose name means “comfort” and is related to the name Nehemiah, meaning “The Lord comforts” or “comfort of the Lord.” (Nineveh’s fall, which is Nahum’s theme, would bring comfort to Judah.) Nothing is known about him except his hometown (Elkosh), and even its general location is uncertain.

Date
In 3:8–10 the author speaks of the fall of Thebes, which happened in 663 b.c., as already past. In all three chapters Nahum prophesied Nineveh’s fall, which was fulfilled in 612. Nahum therefore uttered this oracle between 663 and 612, perhaps near the end of this period since he represents the fall of Nineveh as imminent (2:1; 3:14,19). This would place him during the reign of Josiah and make him a contemporary of Zephaniah and the young Jeremiah.

Background
Assyria (represented by Nineveh, 1:1) had already destroyed Samaria (722–721 b.c.), resulting in the captivity of the northern kingdom of Israel, and posed a present threat to Judah. The Assyrians were brutally cruel, their kings often being depicted as gloating over the gruesome punishments inflicted on conquered peoples. They conducted their wars with shocking ferocity, uprooted whole populations as state policy and deported them to other parts of their empire. The leaders of conquered cities were tortured and horribly mutilated before being executed (see note on 3:3). No wonder the dread of Assyria fell on all her neighbors!

About 700 b.c. King Sennacherib made Nineveh the capital of the Assyrian empire, and it remained the capital until it was destroyed in 612. Jonah had announced its destruction earlier (Jnh 3:4), but the people put on at least a show of repentance and the destruction was temporarily averted (see Jnh 3:10 and note). Not long after that, however, Nineveh reverted to its extreme wickedness, cruelty and pride. The brutality reached its peak under Ashurbanipal (669–627), the last great ruler of the Assyrian empire. After his death, Assyria’s influence and power waned rapidly until 612, when Nineveh was overthrown (see notes on 1:14; 2:1). (Further historical information is given in notes throughout the book.)

Recipients
Some words are addressed to Judah (see 1:12–13,15), but most are addressed to Nineveh (see 1:11,14; 2:1,13; 3:5–17,19) or its king (3:18). The book, however, was meant for Israelite readers living in Judah.

Literary Style
The contents are primarily made up of judgment oracles, with appropriate descriptions and vocabulary, expressing intense moods, sights and sounds. The language is poetic, with frequent use of metaphors and similes, vivid word pictures, repetition and many short—often staccato—phrases (see, e.g., 3:1–3). Rhetorical questions punctuate the flow of thought, which has a marked stress on moral indignation toward injustice.

Theological Themes
The focal point of the entire book is the Lord’s judgment on Nineveh for her oppression, cruelty, idolatry and wickedness. The book ends with the destruction of the city.
According to Ro 11:22, God is not only kind but also stern. In Nahum, God is not only “slow to anger” (1:3) and “a refuge . . . for those who trust in him” (1:7), but also one who “will not leave the guilty unpunished” (1:3). God’s righteous and just kingdom will ultimately triumph, for kingdoms built on wickedness and tyranny must eventually fall, as Assyria did.
In addition, Nahum declares the universal sovereignty of God. God is Lord of history and of all nations; as such, he controls their destinies.

Outline
I. Title (1:1)
II. Nineveh’s Judge (1:2–15)
A. The Lord’s Kindness and Sternness (1:2–8)
B. Nineveh’s Overthrow and Judah’s Joy (1:9–15)
III. Nineveh’s Judgment (ch. 2)
A. Nineveh Besieged (2:1–10)
B. Nineveh’s Desolation Contrasted with Her Former Glory (2:11–13)
IV. Nineveh’s Total Destruction (ch. 3)
A. Nineveh’s Sins (3:1–4)
B. Nineveh’s Doom (3:5–19)

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Dazed Amid the Blaze

2007-05-06T18:31:00.000-07:00

My thoughts:

Last night was a very scary night for the people in Caloocan specifically 8th Ave. (I live a street away from the main street of 8th Ave. where the real blaze is happening). Although my family were a street away, I could still feel the heat, the fire burning. As I go up to the 5th floor terrace, I could see a small shanty and several others around it being swallowed in flames.

As I recall, I've been in this situation before when my neighbors house got burned also. Back then, I really had no idea what was happening. As a small child, I couldn't do anything as I was being taken care of by my mom. All I remember was being held by my mom as we went out of the house to a nearby relative's house for safety. This time around as an adult, I suddenly felt dazed/confused in all the commotion.

Suddenly,...
1) Priorities are tested (What should I bring if ever the flames get near - what I need or what I want?)
2) True care is measured (As I look into the burning house, I thought of the people who lived in that shanty. I also thought about the adjacent house which sold gas tanks for the stove. I thought to myself "what if the fire gets into that house?" - selfish or for others)
3) Tensions arise (I told my brothers to quickly pack something - maybe 3 sets of clothes and to just stay put),
4) Lessons are learned (Is this a reminder from God to cherish what He has given me? What is God saying in all this?)

I said a little prayer in the midst of this that went something liek this.

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My prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, I may not know what is your purpose in doing this. I may not know what is to happen to me or anyone. I may not know of many things, but this i know - that You, o Lord, are a great and good God. I know in your perfect will and timing that You have planned all things to happen. Yes, I am finite and You are infinite. I pray that You are still glorified in the midst of this. Help me not to be too concerned of myself. Help me to be a person who gives praise and thanks always even in the midst of suffering and sadness. I pray for comfort to those who have lost their homes in this blaze. Be with us tonight! In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Home Alone

2007-04-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

My thoughts:

Remember the movie "Home Alone"? I believe that it had many other sequels because it was, after all, a funny film for the family. It mostly features a kid who was left alone in their house (the first movie; I think the other movies was somewhere else) who basically felt that he had the freedom to do whatever it is he wanted to do because no one is there to force him to do things. His mom won't be there to nag him. His brother is not there to bully him. His sister isn't there to disturb him. Practically everyone is not there to have anything to do with him.

Well, just yesterday, I felt like I was that kid in the movie. My youngest sibling was out to camp. My parents and other siblings went to sleep in a hotel for free (why didn't they tell me...) Well, I thought to myself, at least i got the whole house to myself. No one will disturb me now when i do my business. Hours of watching TV, playing some games, reading books... (you get the point) This was supposed to be fun. No one's bothering me but why do I feel sad and lonely (like I'm missing a part of me?) Suddenly, I remembered what my dad usually say that once his children get married, he'll miss the noise in the house. Probably he's right because the kid in the movie, he felt very alone and sad towards the latter part of the movie (and it could be dangerous too).

I also was reminded about our topic in the "Disciple Another to Love Jesus". Freedom as it states is not the ability to do what you want to do, but the ability to do what you ought to do. This got me to think because I think it is somewhat relative and may be open to misunderstanding. If I am a person who comes from a worldly perspective, probably it would be different from a person who comes from God's perspective. In a very competitive world, Christians face a very hard reality of being a minority. More often than not, our co-workers, colleagues, even bosses might not be Christians who understand your beliefs and stands. And sometimes its just hard to do what you ought to do and just follow (forced to follow) what everyone wants to do.

I wonder how Christian companies "do what they ought to do?" How do they keep themselves above all others who are using a wordly standard to measure their success and reputation? Hopefully a book that I bought will give light to these questions.

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My prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, what do you want me to learn from this experience? I pray that I may find You in my life and the lives I touch. help me to use my freedom to do the things that I ought to do for your global glory. I am that you forgive my selfish nature and encourage through your words in the Bible. Always remind me that freedom is not an excuse to do want I want or even evil deeds, but it is a tool to glorify You and edify my brothers and the people that i interact with. All these things i ask in Jesus' name, Amen.

Through the Bandages

2007-03-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

My thoughts:

Last March 11, my high school friends and I visited one of our high school friends (Mark) who had just undergone a major surgey a few times already. We, together with Mark's college school mates, had prepared a surprise party for him in his house. Of course, I had been Mark classmate for a long time now. I'm not sure when it started but I think we were classmates since kindergarten if I remember it correctly. It was good to see him again in person after not seeing him after graduation. Sadly, I has no contact with him for about 5 years til that day. My only source of news about him was Abigail and Adeline.

Anyway, when we gathered at his house's living room, we really did surprise him, even his parents. No one knew about the party, but still Mark and his parents welcomed all of us. When we saw Mark, he had a bandage on the right portion of his face where the operation was done. Each of us told something about how Mark has influenced our lives. One way or another, he has been the silent supporter of all of us. He truly was a God-sent friend who would walk out of his way to help his friends in need. The testimony went on for a long time but still God gave him strength to be able to listen to all of our testimonies about him and God's benevolence in his life.

When his dad shared about his last surgery, I couldn't help but think of how God was in control of the whole situation. The timing, the place, the people who operated, the people who were inspired - all was God's handiwork! What was more amazing is how God is continually using mark's life as a beacon that would reflect God's glory all the time. His persistence in coming to church despite having undergone the surgery is very touching and it shows how He values God in his life.

The bandages was not a hindrance to coming to church because, inside mark was a very healthy Christian! I hope and pray that you get better each day so that we can praise and worship God together!

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My prayer:

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for letting me get to know you better in the person of Mark Alvin Chua. I know that You have ways of teaching us how to be good Christians and I believe You have used Mark as an inspiration of how we should not give excuses in doing the things that will glorify You. May you continue to bless Mark and his family and I sincerely pray for Mark's gradual recover. Thank you for the opportunity to meet him again after many years. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Blood for Blood

2007-02-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

My thoughts:

I just have finished reading a Christian fiction book entitled, "Blood for Blood". As the tiltle suggests, inside it you will see a reality that has happened in the tribes and minorities in the southern parts of the Philippines in Mindanao. In their native tongue, the reality of pangayaw has left all those who were part of it or even those who just stood in the way of it very much as good as dead. Pangayaw is considered as the "native's justice system for stealing a man's wife, killing without cause, burning a a house, stealing a water buffalo, or insulting the elderly." (according to the book) In short, pangayaw is the right to kill or vendetta killing.

In the story, three lives intertwine as these three represent the three different soldiers that are present in those parts of the Philippines - the army soldier, the rebel soldier and last but not least, the soldier of God! All of them were drawn by the vendetta killings of a single person, Buaya, against the tribe who killed his mother when he was still a child.

12 years ago, his father eloped with another woman thereby signalling the husband of the woman to declare pangayaw against his father. In the process, his father not only died, his mother, who had nothing to do with it, was also slain by the vendetta-driven tribe. This incident led to his uncle (brother of his mother) declaring the pangayaw against the woman who eloped with his father because if she didn't flee to his father in the first place, Buaya's father and mother would still be alive. The other tribe regretfully gave the woman to avoid more unnecessary killings. But for Buaya who survived the attacked, he has put upon himself the burden of getting revenge for what the other tribe did to his clan. He wanted to personally kill the person who killed his father and mother.

After 12 years, a pastor by the name of Apino came together with his family to minister to this tribes in the remote areas in Mindanao. He had a wife and a son with him in this mission. By this time also, another person by the name of Lt. Del Rosario has just graduated the military and has been assigned to go to Mindanao to catch Buaya and his gang.

With the military coming into the scene, it was a matter of time before encounters grew more often. And Buaya did get hurt in some instances up to a point where he was so injured that when Apino found him (although Apino knew that he was Buaya), he just felt compassion for the man and treated his wounds.

Yet in the middle of this blood war, it can be seen that it is indeed a sad story. Later, we see Buaya being overtaken by the evil in him (hatred) that he even killed Apino's only son. Yes, he did get revenge in the end by killing those tribe who killed his parents, but it was forgiveness which won the day. In the last chapter, tension rises up as Apino could have killed Buaya with the bolo in his hand. But when he swung it, it got stuck to the cross which he and his son built to signify that the Lord is with them. He immediately cried into tears as he knew that it was wrong to take revenge for his son's death so he forgave Buaya on the spot. As for Lt. Del Rosario who also endured many threats to the position he had because of the circumstances in this mission, he could have killed Buaya during this weak moment, but he chose to leave it to justice, not by his own hand.

Yes, it was literally blood for blood when they took revenge on each other. But there is something about this phrase that I cannot help but to delve deeper in its meaning. And that is the side of forgiveness of this phrase more specifically Jesus' forgiveness of our sins as shown by his dead on the cross. You could it was Jesus blood for our blood. Our blood should have been spilt because we deserved to die, and yet out of his great mercy, God sent His only Son so that His blood might be spilt over us - to cleanse, to redeem, to buy us back. Jesus' blood - the blood of an innocent, the blood of the God-man, the blood which signifies forgiveness won us back to God!

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My prayer:

Dear Father, thank you once again for remindingme of my disposition. And yet You still gave me a chance to know you and to feel Your love for me through Jesus Christ. His blood set me free. I now pray for the harsh reality in the minority tribes of Mindanao that they may one day come to fully know You and Your goodness. I also pray for Your soldiers their in their mission to evangelize as they spread Your Good News. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Are You One Of Us?

2007-01-21T23:28:00.000-08:00

My thoughts:

Last Saturday, January 20, 2007, we had our first ever YoungPro Joint Fellowship among the five churches in the Manila area that are included the Association of Zhenghua Churches of the Philippines namely UECM, UECPasay, UECP, UECG, Jubilee. The event entitled "Are You One Of Us?" aimed to have brothers and sisters in Christ interact with other Christians in other churches. It started out as something simple, but ended with something greater planned in mind and a challenge.

The night started out by the buffet table awaiting us - but there's a catch, we should sit next to someone from another church! Of course at first, people tend to group together with friends but as the night grew, we slowly got comfortable being with other people. We started to greet each other and just took the time to get to know one another by asking them where they work or which church they are from. After a good dinner, we went it to worship the Lord through songs of praise and adoration. Many people sang their hearts praising Jesus through songs such as "Worthy is the Lamb", "Redeemer, Savior, Friend" and many more! Right after that, we were finally enlightened as to the true purpose of the AZCOP and why they held such an event especially for YoungPros. Remember guys: finding a girlfriend is only a BONUS, not the ultimate goal of AZCOP! Then came the fun part - the games! Our ID's were shaped differently to match which team we should join for example "Team Kisses"! The games tested team spirit, team coordination and team oneness as called forth by games like "Team Name and Cheer", "Happy Feet" and "Melody Chain"

The night ended with the most important program - the message. The passage was taken from Joshua 5:13-15 which stresses the question, "Are you for us or against us?" I agree with the pastor who said that this is a very selfish question. If you are the one asking this question, then it leaves the one who will answer in a spot wherein he needs to choose if he will be for you or against you. But unlike our society's notion of this question, we Christians interpret this differently. "Are you one of us?" is a question that challenges us to think about the people in our area, people who we interact daily with, people who we see, people who we do business with. Are they one of us? Do they know the love of God? These question cannot possibly come from someone selfish becaue these are the same questions that show true care and concern for the individual. This is the lesson that Joshua learned as he immediately fell on his knees and removed his sandals.

Another lesson that can be learned from the passage is through observing Joshua's response to what has been said - he removed his sandals. We must remember that during this time, Joshua was at war and removing his sandals may prove fatal in the battlefield. But he bowed before God barefooted not with swords and shields and this he did before battle. In our lives, we may not bring swords and shields to work but these may be represented by our laptops or palms or notebooks. But as Joshua, let us learn to set a time for God before going into the workplace's battle and win souls for His kingdom.

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My prayer:

My God, You have shown me again and again of your wondrous blessings. I pray that you are the One who was most pleased with the gathering of believers in this event. I hope that what has been started here will be faithfully and truthfully carried on so that more and more people will be blessed by You, so that more and more people will come to know you and praise you even more. Let me be like Joshua who came prepared to the battlefield not with laptops and stylus, but with your presence and blessing. I thank you for your love for us that even though we are separate small churches, in You, we are one big Church. Continue to guide eahc and everyone of us, the churches, AZCOP. All these we ask in the mighty name of our Lord Jesus, Amen.

Invisible Father

2007-01-09T17:04:00.000-08:00

My thoughts:

I've just finished watching a heart-warming Korean series entitled "Invisible Man". It is a story of an unlikely couple who was sweet in their first years of marriage but had problems later on in their family life. From the onset, the parents of the girl didn't approve of the marriage because of the status of the boy (no more father, mother remarried), but later unhappily approved of it. Somewhere along their marriage, the husband became so engrossed with work to provide the best for his family, but as a result, his presence was not felt by the wife and his twin children. You could say he'd rather work than be at home not because he wanted it that way but because He wants his family to be proud of him since this is the only thing he could do due to his status. The wife, on the other end, became stouthearted and had to work several jobs and, at the same time, be there for the children. All of these piled up which led to their eventual divorce. The story progressed and climaxed at a point where the husband, due to several hits on his head during his early years of being a cop, contracted dementia or Alzheimer's disease. Later, the wife who had a kidney transplant in younger years needed another kidney transplant in order to survive. With no time left to find a donor and the husband having the perfect match of kidney at that time, he already decided to donate his kidney to his wife even if he knew he may never wake up again. Of course, before all of this happened, the father spent the rest of his days being happy with his children, with his wife, with his friends even held a happy live funeral for him because anytime he could die from the disease and he also wanted to leave happy memories before he died. Unknown to his friends and family, he keeps all of this burden to himself until the day he died in the hospital after the succesful operation of his wife. His only favor that he left his wife through a letter is to save his phone number to encourage his younger son so that even when he's not around, his children may feel that he is with them.

In our Christian walk, it seems we blame God for what is happening to us since we cannot see him. When we are alone, when we are sad, when we are hopeless... it seems our God is not with us and that He let go of our hands and left us to suffer. But just like in the poem "Footprints in the Sand", He never leaves us nor forsakes us. He walked with us during the happy days of our lives and carried us through the winds and storms in our lives. We cannot see Him but that doesn't mean He doesn't care for us, that doesn't mean He doesnt care about what we do about our life!

Yes, He is invisible yet He is also a Father. He knows us more than anybody can know us. He even knows us more than we know ourselves that's why He is the only One who knows what's best for us, His children. If our earthly fathers care for us so much, how much more will our Heavenly Father care for His children? In the film, the father wasn't around his children because of work, because of his sickness, because of his situation, but he made sure that his children always felt that he was with them through his unusual gifts and bonding time with them. Our Father gave us the most unusual gift yet it is the most priceless one that anybody can give to His children. He gave us Jesus to be the intermediator between Us and Him. He gave us His only begotten Son so that we could be with Him forever.

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My prayer:

Dear Lord, sometimes it is hard for me to believe that You are there for me since I cannot see You. I pray that You forgive me of this and please give me a heart that believes that I can rely on my invisible Father. Help me to trust in You more and take to heart all of your comforting promises in the Bible. Guide my paths and help me remember and cherish the wonderful gift of salvation through Jesus your Son. You know me more than myself so I pray that your will be done through my actions, through my words, and through my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Care For Christmas?

2006-12-14T17:51:00.000-08:00

My thoughts:

This year, as a Christmas presentation of the Youth and YoungPro Fellowship at our church, both fellowships decided to have a Christmas play. And as the script was written, the song lyrics and melodies were written, I can't contain myself because of the excitement in me. It is an excitement that I am to be part of a group of young ministers to people. We are not pastors or or missionaries but in our own little ways of acting and singing, we are ministers to those people who will watch us that day of our presentation. We are ministers holding on to the message and affecting people with that same message.

At the same time, we are opened once again to the reality that we are "busy" people. We are people who make excuses just so that we are not committed to do something or so that people won't expect much from us. The business of men is just a way to hide the truth from the reality that we just don't want anything to with God other than receive blessings from Him. If there is any requirement of service and dedication, we tend to shy away and make up silly and sometimes the same old excuses. Another thing that this business brings about is the fact that it hides the true meaning of Christmas. Many times we focus on things such as what to buy for our friends, what to prepare for the Christmas Eve, what to wear, what to do that day, whom to invite, etc. but we rarely think of why we celebrate this day in the first place. We seldom think of whom to invite to such a play or how we will get people to realize the real celebrant and his purpose for coming to earth to be born as a human from a virgin. May we be examples of how to be busy in the work of the Lord.

And with the start of the new year and as a new drama ministry is put into place, there are many things that will definitely change. Things like time spent on doing things or personal priorities will change but one thing will not change because it is the one true message that has been proclaimed since that day the angels spoke to the shepherds, "I bring you good tidings of great joy that will be for all people. For today in the town of David, a Savior has been born to you and He is Christ the Lord!" As Achi Nenel would always stress, "the drama ministry should be entertaining, compelling, and life-changing." I agree with this statement. I find that drama attracts people through entertainment and the creativity behind it - from the actors to the director. But more imprtantly, in a Christian setting, what should draw people is the message of the Bible and the impact that message wwill have on their lives. In the end, I really do hope the message will affect me first as an actor and then spread that same effect to the congregation.

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My prayer:

Lord Jesus, I know I am an unworthy person to be used by such a magnificent God as you, but You still gave me the privilege to be minister of your Holy Word. This will be a new challenge for me because I know a am a weak vessel not only physically but also spiritually. I pray that I won't be one of the people who would pretend to be "busy" and not care to knowing you more deeply. I hope that the Christmas message will be wonderfully portrayed in the play that our church has prepared. I pray that the message will touch me first so that I would convey that message compellingly and in the end not only give entertaining value, but also glory to your name. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Whose Agenda Is It Anyway?

2006-11-06T19:00:00.000-08:00

My thoughts:

The Bible study that we had in our fellowship was about Judges 4 and 5, about the story of Deborah and Barak. After each story, our Bible study leader would then give us the applications of the story in our lives today. One of the application struck me among others and has been bothering me for some time now - missing out in God's agenda.

There are two interpretations for me here. The first one tackles really missing out in God's agenda. The other tribes who did not join the fight against Sisera did not glorify God because they did not help their brothers in need. In return, they did not experience the miracle of God in battle. I'm sure only the ones who joined the battle had a life-changing experience. It is the same thing with us today. We miss out on knowing Him deeper when we do not put ourselves closer to Him. When we choose to do other things before God, we might not get another chance to do so. So grab the chance whenever you have to serve Him wholeheartedly and I'm sure it will impact your lives as well. (Get a ministry)

The next one focuses on the question: Whose agenda is it anyway? While I was pondering upon the application, this question popped out of nowhere. Anyway, I started to think about it seriously and the outcome startled me. We say that we should participate in God's agenda, but most of the time, I really think that we let God participate in OUR agenda or even not at all. It seems to me that I have lived most of my time enjoying myself and doing the things that I like especially during haapy days, but when problems come, that's the only time that we call on our "genie" - God. Sometimes we do participate in God's agenda, but we still push our agenda with selfish motives - something unseen.

Combining the two interpretations, I had formed a strong conclusion: Many times we give excuses and reasons that are selfish in nature, so we miss out/couldn't particpate in God's agenda. Other times we do particpate in God's agenda, but we still could not fully experience God and see God's greater vision because we serve Him halfhearted and with self-centered intentions.

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My prayer:

Lord Jesus, I know that I am guilty of being selfish. There are many times that I've missed out in showing others your glory because I try to outshine you. There are times that I could have spent with you but I did not make time for it or am just too lazy to do so. Please pardon my sins today. Please help me learn this lesson as leaders also fall into this trap. I pray that I will humble myself before you and give you back all the glory. I pray that I could make the most of every opportunity given to me by serving You without any selfish reasons so that my offering will pleasing to You and may reflect You so that when people engage with me or join me, they might glorify Your name! This I pray in Jesus' name, Amen

Worship 101

2006-10-17T01:07:00.000-07:00

"It's a hard thing to express, but for me, I sense God's pleasure when I sing to Him. And nothing pleases me more than when other people tell me that they also sense His pleasure when they listen to me sing."

- Abridged from My Second Chapter: The Matthew Ward Story. Copyright © 2006 by Matthew Ward.
- Taken from http://www.christianitytoday.com/music/commentaries/itunes.html

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My thoughts:

I had my ups and downs in leading the praise and worship - from being commented and praised to having a bad rehearsal (which led to arguments within the group). After evaluating what happened and where all these come from, we talked about it and shared what we thought, shared what we felt. I can sense that we tried not to only compromise onto a solution, but to really cooperate and refocus on why in the first place we are doing this kind of service.

Yes, we could have blamed each other and pretended that nothing was ever wrong when we get on to lead the praise and worship. Yes, we could faked it all along and just do it technically because either way the congregation wouldn't know what lies behind each practice, each team member, each song. But in the end, the congregation is not the audience. We had to humble ourselves and resolve this because I'm losing the first and foremost reason why I joined the praise and worship group, I'm losing the reason why I sing - to please God, not men. Men may or may not see our intentions; they might or might not get a sense that we don't work together as a group, but the Lord sees all and everything.

Therefore, I have decided to do these goals as I continue to lead them to worship:
1) Preparation - Who is my audience? (not myself, not the congregation)
2) Evaluation - Am I alright with my God? (prayed, read the Bible, etc.)
3) Cooperation - Am I doing this the right way? (work together)
4) Participation - Am I really "leading" them to praise/glorify God? (hopefully they will also offer to God a pleasing aroma of worship from the heart!)

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My prayer:

I pray for myself as I am leading the worship service. Yes, it is true that leaders are attacked the most since when they make a mistake, many others will follow him fall. I pray that I will always be alert and stand firm in the Word. Next, I pray for my team members. I know that we may have our differences, but we can still lay aside these and cooperate to come before God and give Him the best praise and worship ever! I pray for the congregation that may be able to worship with us with all their hearts and minds, in spirit and in truth. Thank You for your infinite mercy and grace and for giving us the richness of music. May all glory be to You and You alone always. In Jesus' name, Amen.